Sunday, September 6, 2009

Terrifying Twenty!

20 DAYS TO GO!!


20 days left for me to turn twenty years old!!!
When I was younger, birthdays were always something I looked forward to! The balloons, the cake, the streamers, the presence of my near and dear ones, the gifts...
However, now, as I turn a year older on each birthday, I somehow start dreading the fact that I am getting older!
I was not at all happy on my nineteenth birthday - even though I did have a lot of fun with friends...

Turning 20 is scarier!
The fact that I will never be a teenager anymore is terrifying!
It may seem like an exaggeration, but I really feel that way.

As we grow up, we are expected to become responsible - I am not really sure if I am ready for it! True, it also means being able to do what I want...not having to ask permission from parents all the time, but I would rather have it that way than have an extra candle on my birthday cake!

I am trying to cheer myself up by throwing a big bash on my birthday with all my friends. Most of them have already had their twentieth birthday, and some are twenty-one years old, so a small part of me is happy that I am still younger than most of my peers!
But there is still a large part of me who wants all the celebrations to happen but still remain nineteen!

I know I wish for a lot of things - I don't think I would mind if this one came true!

7 comments:

Being Pramoda... said...

Hii Sapphire,

Many More Happy Ruturns of The Day..Enjoy The Moments..:)

I was wondering where u had been..Any ways u have come back..so happies..and meeting u again on this special day is the one something interesting..:)

Take care gal..:)

Sapphire said...

@Pramoda
Hey! My birthday is 20 days away :P :P Don't wish me now...was caught up with some assignments so had been away :)
Thanks for the welcome - hoping to be regular now :)

Vyshu said...

I love to read your thoughts/! This one is cute ..reminds my rantings abt B'day ..!

Birthday wishes in advance sweetie..:)

Sapphire said...

@Vyshu
:) :) Thank You :)

JOY"D"JODY said...

SAPHIRE,
WOW.20! CONGRATS KIDDO! JUST SO YOU KNOW I AM A NEW FOLLOWER AND I THINK YOUR BLOG IS SO DARLING, BABY, JUST REMNEMBER THAT IT ALL GOES BY IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE... ENJOY IT ALL WHILE YOU CAN,TREASURE EACH DAY AND BE HAPPY. IM GOING TO BE 49 IN A FEW MONTHS BUT IT SEEMS LIKE JUST YESTERDAY I WAS PLANNING MY 20TH BIRTHDAY,,, SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY,ENJOY THEM ALL.
LOVE JODYJOY

Creativity!! said...

Hi Dear, Ohh CHooo Chweet to hear u r turning 20 :) :) Advanced Birthday Wishes Sweetie :) Thanks For Coming Back :) :)

Sapphire said...

@JodyJoy
Thanks for dropping by and thank you for your lovely words :) I know age is just a number but I feel sad declaring myself as not a teen anymore :( besides, my IQ level isn't that great for me to pass off as 20 years old :D :D I was happy being a kid at 19 :)

@Creativity
Hi :)
I was never gone - just was a little busy :) And thanks for the wishes :)

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